March 19, 2007
It is a month today that Samantha went to Heaven, it is also today that her baby brother is six months old. A kind of bitter sweet day for us which seems to happen alot. Of course I probably don't have to say how much we miss her but somehow it makes me feel a little better. Although the boys keep us busy there is such an emptiness in our house. It is by no means quiet here but there is a quietness about it. I realized this weekend (after watching her on a video) how much I miss her voice and the sound of her laughter.
I had a dream of Samantha last night for the first time which brought me comfort and to tears at the same time. When I held her in my dream it felt so real, I guess that is where the comfort came from. Then of course I had to wake up to reality. For the most part though we are all doing okay. We all have our good and bad days which are totally expected and we help each other through.
Plans for the "Samantha Britton Memorial Golf Outing" are moving right along. There are a lot of people working at it and we are very thankful to everyone involved. We are hoping it will be as successful as last year so we can make a difference for other families battling this monster that has taken so many beautiful children from us.
Again we would like to thank everyone for the love and support you continue to give to us. You have no idea how much it helps through the most difficult of times.
With love,
Audra, Kurt, Christopher, & Jason
It is a month today that Samantha went to Heaven, it is also today that her baby brother is six months old. A kind of bitter sweet day for us which seems to happen alot. Of course I probably don't have to say how much we miss her but somehow it makes me feel a little better. Although the boys keep us busy there is such an emptiness in our house. It is by no means quiet here but there is a quietness about it. I realized this weekend (after watching her on a video) how much I miss her voice and the sound of her laughter.
I had a dream of Samantha last night for the first time which brought me comfort and to tears at the same time. When I held her in my dream it felt so real, I guess that is where the comfort came from. Then of course I had to wake up to reality. For the most part though we are all doing okay. We all have our good and bad days which are totally expected and we help each other through.
Plans for the "Samantha Britton Memorial Golf Outing" are moving right along. There are a lot of people working at it and we are very thankful to everyone involved. We are hoping it will be as successful as last year so we can make a difference for other families battling this monster that has taken so many beautiful children from us.
Again we would like to thank everyone for the love and support you continue to give to us. You have no idea how much it helps through the most difficult of times.
With love,
Audra, Kurt, Christopher, & Jason
posted by HopeForSamantha @ 9:12 AM
1 Comments:
At 11:49 PM,
athena said…
Audra-
my girl,my twin, my closest friend in this life. i dont even know what to say. i tried in the beginning to get there, to talk to u, to be with u guys, but i think u and i both know we are toooo connected in our souls to handle and remain composed and strong for what u guys have had to go thru. not a day has gone by that i havent had u all in my heart, mind, soul and prayers, as all of u still are right now. im sorry this comes as late as it does, but i just found out, and im just at such a loss of what to say. i love u soooo much and i miss u all more than ull ever know. i gotta say this though, ur little girl came to me in my dreams two nights ago, she smiled at me, she looks just like u, she seemed like she wanted to see if i was ok, cause i really havent been too good, and she kissed my fore head and when i woke up, something made me look for these three pictures i have of u and her and christopher, in halloween costumes and jets jerseys. i know she isnt with u in flesh, but she is sooooo very with all of us in the ways that we cant yet comprehend or understand. she was checking in on me cause things have been not sooo good, she was doing that i think cause she knew u would want her too. im ok aud, im trying, but im sooo sorry i wasnt around when i should have been. i didnt know. i love u aud, always have always will, ur my best friend for life, u know that as well as i do, and so does samantha. god bless u all, and always know how much u r all so very loved and blessed and that ur beautiful angel is still very much with all of us, i am soooo very aware of that. my love my prayers and my heart to u always
athena
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